because of u

because of u i want to wake up early just to hear your hoarse voice

because of u i have reason to go to salon ( i can be such feminine, u know)

because of u i have refused many guys who want to take me out (don't ask how many)

because of u i experienced what jealousy is (have u ever thought whenever u hang around with your friends instead of me?)

because of u i have longer pray (just to ask that u're my mr. right guy)

because of u i have learned how to cook (at least i can make a fried rice)

because of u i have been forced to be a grown up woman

because of u i have learned not to be selfish (no longer me but us)

because of u i realized that i am not that strong (i still need a man)

because of u i have learned how to take n give

because of u i found out how lucky i am (to have u in my life)

because of u i know what love is

thanks for u my man

just let me be your...

let me be a shoulder for you to lean on

let me be a pillow for u to cry on (i doubt you do)

let me be a garbage bin if you wanna grumble on something

let me be a wall if you wanna yell on someone

let me be your partner for looking solution of your problem

let me be a clown when you are down (though i am not that funny)

let me be a radio to cheer up your bad day (a broken radio, i think)

let me be a candlelight when you are lost in the dark

let me be a mirror for you to look into

let me be your shelter when you wanna runaway from life

let me be your savior when you feel weak

let me be a cup of torajan coffee to accompany you late at night

i charge nothing for those services, but your truly love